A Late—Very Late—New Year’s Resolution
Dear Friends and Fans,
Okay, so I’m late in coming up with a New Year’s Resolution—considering I’m
writing this on March 4th. But I’ve always been a proponent of “better late than
never.” And my New Year’s Resolution is—to keep in touch with y’all better.
Yes, I have a million excuses—things like my paying job of instructing, the writing
of my new novel (into the 8th chapter. Yay!) and of course, the hubby and grandkids.
But I’m not going to bore you with all that. I’m just going to try to do better.
So, you may be asking yourself, “why now?” What happened to make Bellacera decide
to honor us with a newsletter? No…I don’t have a new book coming out to promote…yet.
But two things happened this week that made me realize that I wasn’t holding up
my end of the bargain—the one between author and fans. You signed up to get a monthly
newsletter from me, and I’ve let you down by not providing one. Bottom line—it wasn’t
just all those excuses I mentioned above; it was the fact that I feel like I have
nothing of interest to say to you. After all, I haven’t come out with a new book
since 2006 (God! Hard to believe it was that long ago!) and although I’ve been working
my butt off, trying to find an agent for my most recently completed novel, LILY
OF THE SPRINGS, it just hasn’t happened for me yet. So, I guess I just figured you
wouldn’t be interested in hearing about how a “has-been” author is trying to get
a fresh start in the publishing business. But why not? Many of you are aspiring
authors, and if you’re frustrated and dealing with rejection like me, maybe you
won’t feel so alone. As we all know, writers often feel isolated, and when you’re
hearing nothing but “No, no, NO!!!!”…well, pretty soon you start believing that
all those people who say no are right—that you aren’t good enough!
I’m getting off-track here. Back to why I decided to write this newsletter. I received
an e-mail the other day from an old friend I knew in Crete. We’re talking way back
in 1974. He said that he’d read on my website that I’d be visiting San Diego soon,
and would I like to get together? At first, I was confused. I hadn’t been to San
Diego since 2008, and had no plans to go. And then I was embarrassed to learn that
it, apparently, had been that long since I’d updated my “news” on my website. That’s
just downright embarrassing. And I have no excuse!
A second thing happened a couple of days later. I got an e-mail from the organizer
of a local book club who’d chosen my novel, UNDERSTUDY, for their February pick.
That’s a miracle in itself—after all, the book came out in 2003, so I was surprised
anyone even remembered it, much less would choose it for their book club. They invited
me to attend the meeting to discuss it—and I had a great time! Just getting together
with readers who so obviously enjoyed my book reminded me how much I’d missed this
kind of interaction with my fans.
Several years ago, I stepped back from the publishing business because I was burned
out, frustrated and disillusioned, but most of all, I wanted to recapture the joy
I felt in just writing. Writing without worrying about the opinion of an editor
or an agent—or even a reviewer (and I’ve been very, very lucky with reviewers.)
I wanted to write for just me—to remember why I began writing all those years ago—for
the sheer pleasure of creating a fictional world filled with characters that came
to life—and who will be alive as long as one single book exists somewhere on this
And that, my friends, is exactly what I did when I wrote LILY OF THE
(formerly titled SHEPHERD MOON and KENTUCKY WOMAN.) I will
never give up on getting this novel published—no matter how many times an agent
refuses to look at it, no matter how many times a publisher rejects it. If I
have to, I will self-publish it, and that’s something I vowed early in my
writing career that I’d never, ever do. But to get this book read, if that’s
what it takes, I’ll do it. But I’m not close to that yet. I’m querying four more
agents, and then I will start on publishers—starting at the top, and making my
way down to small press. It may take some time, but I guarantee you, someday you
will be reading LILY OF THE SPRINGS.
You see, it doesn’t matter to me if I make any money or not from my writing. Seriously,
it doesn’t. Don’t get me wrong—it would be great to actually make an income from
my writing, but my real desire is to simply be read. I want to share my work with
the world. And now, with the internet, we writers can do exactly that.
So, that’s why next Friday, on my birthday, March 11th, I’m starting a new blog
serializing my e-novel, TANGO’S EDGE. This is a romantic suspense novel which came
out by Cerridwen Press in ____. The sales were hardly illustrious, and finally,
I bought back my rights. I love this book, and I think you will, too. (A short synopsis
follows this newsletter.) So, instead of allowing it to languish in my computer,
I’m going to share it with you. Every Friday, I’ll post a new chapter for your reading
Thanks so much for your patience. I hope you’ll give me another chance to share
my work, and my life with you, dear friends.
God Bless—and I’ll be back in touch next month.
Tango’s Edge—Coming March 11th, 2011
The Winter Olympics - Salt Lake City, Utah
“Will you help me to defect?”
It’s the desperate question from Russian ice dancer, Mikhail Kozlof to his
American counterpart, Kerry Niles, which ignites a treacherous cross-country trip,
political intrigue―and an attraction that neither can deny.
After a night of passion in a picture postcard winter resort, lust turns to love―and
a return to reality. The American government is closing in, and soon, Mikhail will
be whisked away from Kerry.
Once sequestered in a safe house outside Washington DC, Mikhail is face with an
impossible situation―he must deny his love for Kerry to protect her from harm’s