Prologue
Park City, Utah
The
applause startled her in the dark arena.
It
erupted into the silence after she landed the double axel,
just as her blade’s outside edge bit into the ice with an
audible scrape. Kerry Niles looked over toward the boards
and saw the dark shape of someone watching her. Someone tall
and male.
Her
brow furrowed in annoyance. Adam, of course. What was he
doing here so early? Hadn't last night's argument sunk in at
all? She'd made it clear how important this early morning
practice time was to her. How she purposely set her alarm at
four o'clock so she could get onto the rink before it began
filling up with other skaters and coaches.
“Is
it six already?” she called out, knowing it wasn't. Her
blood began to boil as she skated toward him. After last
night's heated exchange, how dare he get here early?
But as her eyes sharpened on the figure, she realized it
wasn't Adam at all. Instead of dark brown hair, she saw the
flaxen color, and knew it could only be one person.
Her
heart skipped a beat as her blades dug into the ice,
bringing her to an abrupt stop a few feet away from the
boards. Somehow, she managed to find her voice. "Oh! I
thought you were my partner. ”
The
man didn't speak but just watched her. Mikhail Kozlof, the
male half of the Soviet ice dance team of Boiko and Kozlof,
stood at the entrance to the ice. Like her, he was dressed
completely in black, from his cotton turtleneck sweater to
his skates.
Last
night during the compulsory dance competition, he'd been
wearing white. Kerry's cheeks warmed at the memory of the
moment he'd caught her staring at him in the warm-up area.
But there had been no way in the world she could've dragged
her gaze away from the arresting sight he made as he
meditated before taking the ice with Elena.
Eyes
closed, he'd crouched near a wall, his back straight, arms
spread-eagled at his sides. On another man, his sleek white
skating costume might have seemed less than masculine with
one arm encased in filmy white gauze and the other bare and
off the shoulder. But as he squatted, motionless, in perfect
balance, the sinewy biceps of his bare arm flexed, and Kerry
had caught her breath at his magnificence.
She
wasn't sure how many seconds she'd stood there admiring him
before he startled her by genuflecting, and then opening his
eyes. Perhaps sensing her gaze, he’d looked straight at her.
She'd been mortified, her face growing hot with
embarrassment. But still she couldn't look away from him.
Then he'd done something that had totally blown her away.
He'd smiled. A warm, knowing smile that had sent the blood
rushing through her body.
Now,
here she was staring at him again. Her cheeks were hot, her
heart bumping. She was twenty-eight years old―ancient,
almost, by amateur skating standards. But she hadn't felt
this young and tongue-tied since she’d fallen in love with
Adam at the naive age of fifteen.
The
Russian gazed at her with penetrating blue eyes. His
cheekbones were high, his nose straight and Germanic. His
golden hair was layered expertly away from his face, a bit
longer in back. Under his right cheekbone, a faded scar
traveled from below his eye almost to his ear. Incredibly,
it didn't detract from his good looks, but rather, added
character to a face that was almost too classically
beautiful.
How
had he gotten that scar?
With
a start, Kerry realized he was speaking.
“You
skate like singles skater,” he said in precise, heavily
accented English. “Layback and double axel. ”
She
nodded and somehow found her voice. “I switched to dance
when I was fifteen.”
A
smile flickered about his lips. “You are good at both, yes?”
Kerry
shrugged, her fingers worrying at the chiffon hem of her
skirt. “Not really. That double axel I landed was a fluke. ”
He
cocked his head, one brow arched. “This fluke. This is new
word for me, but I think is not good. ”
Catching the irony lacing his voice, she grinned. “It
means I don't land it that way usually. Hardly ever,
actually. ” There. That sounded like the old self-assured
Kerry.
Mikhail nodded. “Will you skate with me? ”
Her
heart jumped, and just like that, her momentary
self-assurance drained away. Before she could reply, he went
on, “I have been watching you all week, and I… ” He shook
his head, struggling with the language. “I don't know right
way to say what is…in here. ” He tapped a finger against his
forehead. “You move like...so lovely. And..” He lifted his
shoulder in a shrug. “I
wish to skate with you. ”
Kerry
wanted more than anything to skate with him. Had
wanted it since that first morning two weeks ago when she'd
seen him here practicing with Elena. But it was crazy! She
didn't know his routines. It was insane to think she could
simply get on the ice with a complete stranger and move in
sync with him.
Mikhail murmured, “I will be right back.”
He
turned and disappeared through the double doors. Kerry stood
there, dumbfounded. He was gone only a moment. As he clomped
toward her on his skate guards, music began to play from the
PA system, and Kerry recognized the tango selection that all
the ice dancers had performed to in the preliminary set
pattern dances. Mikhail took off his skate guards and
stepped onto the ice. Smiling, he held out his hand. She
found her eyes locked on it. His fingers were long, his
nails short. A silver ring glinted on his pinkie.
Her
heart tripped into overdrive. Somehow, without realizing
exactly who touched whom first, she found her hand in his.
But when he placed his other hand on her waist and began to
guide her away from the boards, she stiffened at the
penetrating heat of his touch.
No…I
don't…I can't…
But the
words were spoken only in her mind. She tried to relax and
follow his movements, but immediately, her foot tangled with
his, and she stumbled to the ice. The cold surface burned
into her buttocks, and then her palms as she pushed against
the ice to get to her feet. Heat rushed to her face as
Mikhail grabbed her arm and pulled her up. How humiliating!
Making a fool of herself in front of the best ice dancer
she'd ever seen. But his ocean blue eyes were warm as he
steadied her with his hands on her upper arms.
“You
know this dance. You have done so hundreds of times with
partner,” he said gently. “Just relax and let yourself feel
music. ” The warmth of his hand was once again at her waist.
“Ready? ”
Kerry
nodded. He smiled and began to move. She was reminded of
last evening when she'd watched him dance with Elena during
the competition; she'd fantasized about being in her place.
And here she was.
As
she relaxed in Mikhail's arms, she realized the routine they
were doing was a basic set-pattern dance they'd all done in
competition. She knew every step of it, and her mind
automatically clicked into the mantra she used during
competition. The tighter the curve, the deeper the edge.
Yet, she was exquisitely aware it wasn't Adam at her side,
holding her in his arms so confidently. Mikhail's scent
washed over her, a mysterious combination of sandalwood and
Eastern spices. This dance, sexual by nature, had never felt
so passionate with Adam.
By
the second time around the rink, Kerry was dancing with
Mikhail as if they'd been doing it forever. Their edges were
clean and sharp, their leans elegant. Mohawks, Choctaws,
three-turns. Every move they made was fluid, perfect. She
found herself praying the music would never end; that she
could hold onto this moment forever. She was dancing with a
stranger―a foreigner, yet, she felt a sense of security and
belonging like she'd never found anywhere before. Not since
her childhood in Utah with her father and grandparents.
But
the music did end. Slowly, in the middle of the rink,
Mikhail drew her to a stop. They stood, facing each other,
hands entwined. The angles and planes of his face were
shadowed in the dim light, but she felt the intensity of his
gaze. An unbearable tension crackled between them, and Kerry
knew the heat enveloping her had little to do with the
exercise.
For a
crazy moment, she thought he was going to kiss her. Crazier
still, she wanted him to. She knew nothing about this
man from the former Soviet Union. Nothing except he was an
artist on the ice, and the partner of Russia’s new hope for
a gold medal, Elena Boiko.
But
for the moment, it didn't matter. He was a man, and there
was no denying the electricity sizzling between them. And at
this moment, she wanted to be kissed by Mikhail Kozlof more
than she wanted an Olympic medal.
His
eyes, so stark, so earnest, scanned her face, moving over
her brows, her cheekbones, and finally, settling on her
lips. He leaned toward her, and Kerry lifted her face,
offering her mouth.
But
he didn't take it. Instead, his hands slid up her arms and
tightened on her shoulders. He spoke in a husky undertone,
“Kerry Niles, I need your help. Please…”
He took
a deep breath, released it and said the words that would
change her life forever. “I must defect from my country, and
I need your help to do it.”